#Flashback
Tuesday- March 1st 1994.
-We can't take both of them, Jeremy. -
Woman's voice trembled, she cried. She gave birth at the young age.
She and her boyfriend didn't have a penny of money.
- So, what do you want do? - The man
raised his eyebrows. He was broken, same as Pattie.
-Meredith... - She whispered, wiping
tears from her cheeks.
[…]
The worst day for Pattie and
Jeremy came. They had to give away one of their sons. It was the
hardest decision of their life. They drove to the agreed location,
where they met Meredith and David, who had to take care of little
one.
-
Take care of him, please. - Tears flowed her Pattie's cheeks again.
Jeremy hesitantly hugged her arm around gently
stroking it, hoping it will calm her a little.
-We will deal with him. - Said the woman taking from
Pattie newborn baby. She couldn't believe what she was doing, but she
had no other choice. - Remember, you can always call us. He said and
looked at boy whom she held in her hands. - He's so beautiful. - She
whispered and looked at her husband who with a nod confirmed her
words.
After
a short conversation they all returned to them. Pattie didn't expect
yet how their lives can change through this.
Justin's
POV.
-Justin quickly! -
Scooter's
serious voice shouted from the other end of the corridor. I sighed
heavily and I turned to the man.
- Okay, wait. - I
waved my hand and I packed to the backpack my laptop and phone with a
charger. Today I had to go home. Finally. A few days of rest from it
all certainly will be good to me. I wanted to spend the time with my
family that I missed so much. I
missed them for the last time.
-
Ready ? - Again said the same voice. Sometimes Scooter's voice made
me shiver. It also happened this time. I nodded and threw the hoodon
my head. I threw a backpack over my shoulder and left the hotel room
swiftly going down the stairs. Seeing Kenny next to the big, black
car with tinted windows, my smile widened soft. I
greeted him and came into car. I put down tha backpack next to me and
I buttoned up lanes.
-How long will we
ride? - I asked glancing at Kenny, who sat on the driver's seat. The
man looked at the clock and shrugged.
- I honestly don't
know. Four hours? Well, something like that. - He said and put the
keys into the ignition. I put earphones into my ears and I closed my
eyes indulging myself in music. I wanted to fall asleep as soon as it
was possible. I didn't like traveling. It was tiring. I took a deep
breath and felt the vibration of my phone. I opened my eyes and read
the message.
Well,
as usual, mum cared. Lovely woman. I
didn't write back I just put the phone back into my pocket.
[...]
- Justy get up. -
Soft voice made me wake up. I didn't know when I fell asleep.
It was lucky. Yawning, I opened my tired eyes.
- We are? - I asked
and Kenny nodded his head in the affirmative. I grinned and breathed
a sigh of relief. I
unbuttoned my belt and really quickly got off the car. I took the
suitcase out of the trunk and headed for the house of my grandmother.
I opened the door and pulling the suitcase went inside.
- I am! - I said a
little louder. My
mum ran down the stairs smiling from ear to ear. She hugged me
tightly and kissed my cheeks. I laughed happily and hugged the woman.
Gosh I really missed her.
-
I didn't think you'll be so happy to see me. I said quietly and my
mom looked at my brown iris and she jabbed me in the stomach.
- You do not know
how glad I am. Well go to embrace and go to dinner. You're probably
hungry. - Mom patted my tummy and I rolled my eyes walked up the
stairs. I opened the door of my room and went inside. Nothing has
changed. The same blue-and-white walls, a bed that once seemed huge
and now? Now, perhaps even too low.
I
ran my fingers through my blonde wisps and opened the suitcasefrom
from which I took out some clothes. I headed for the bathroom, walked
next to my mom's bedroom. I looked at the bed on which layed open
album and crushed wipes. I looked back and went inside. I sat on the
bed and took the album in my hands. It was there .. picture that
surprised me. The picture was signed "Justin and Alex. March,
1st
1994
Alex?
How Alex? Something was wrong. I started to look at the picture. The
boy, who was lying next to me in the photo was quite same. Eyes, nose
...
- Justin, what are you doing? You
were going to the shower. - My mother came up to me and snatched
album from my hands.
-My
friend's son. -
She said, uneasily and looked away in different direction.
-
You're a big boy, so I think you should know the truth .. - She
started hesitantly and sat in front of me. I put my clothes next to
me and I swallowed hard watching intently woman.
-What
truth? - I asked quickly. She had tears in her eyes.
- Justin, the boy
in the picture is Alex. Alex .. is your twin brother. When you were
born I didn't have the money. I could take only one of you. I'm
sorry. I. .. I know you're probably upset that I never told you.. but
I didn't know how.
After her
words I opened my eyes wide. Excuse me!? Twin brother!? And I hear
about it after 18 years of life?!
-
How could you not tell me! - I whopped and my mother put her hands on
my shoulders.
- Justin, please, calm down. I wanted the best for you but I could not take you both, get me! - She sniffed. Damn, I knew I was so sensitive. Tears didn't cease to run down on my cheeks.
- Justin, please, calm down. I wanted the best for you but I could not take you both, get me! - She sniffed. Damn, I knew I was so sensitive. Tears didn't cease to run down on my cheeks.
-You
could take either. Maybe it'd be better! - I shouted again and my
mother hugged me. I pushed her away.
-
How am I supposed to trust you now? Or maybe you're not my real
mother, huh?! Or I'm not Justin?! - I asked a little nervous and
wiped the tears by sleeve.
-
Justin I'm begging you ... - she whispered. I stood up from bed and
without a word went to the bathroom, slamming the door. I was so damn
sorry. What should I do now?
I rested my hands
on the wash basin looking in the mirror. Sniffed and undressed. I
stepped into the shower and washed my body slowly. Rinsed the foam
and wiped . I put on myself clean underwear, gray sweatpants and a
white T-shirt. I washed my teeth and walked out of the bathroom.
-
Leave me alone! - snarled to my mother and I walked into my room.
Slammed the door again but this time by accident. I sat on the window
sill thinking about everything. But it was sick!
But
one thing was sure. I had to find this guy. I opened my laptop. No!
the guys with the name "Alex" could be millions in the U.S.
the same as around the world. After a moment's reflection, however, I
decided that I'll talk to my mom ..
-
Mama, do you know anything about him? - I asked hesitantly and the
woman lifted her head, looking at me.
-
I know that his name is Collins and he lives in Los Angeles. - She
said, hesitantly and looked a little surprised in my eyes.
-
Thanks for the help .. - I picked up and left . Then came back to my
room I opened my laptop and typed into a search engine "Alexander
Collins, Los Angeles." Displays any school in Los Angeles. I
went to the school's side and slowly began to read.
"Alexander Collins. Captain of our school basketball team."
Bingo! Show the picture.
"Alexander Collins. Captain of our school basketball team."
Bingo! Show the picture.
-
Oh, shit .. - I summed quietly. The boy really was awfully similar to
me. It was quite amazing. I pulled out the phone and called to the
school. I introduced myself and said what is the matter. Director
without hesitation gave me an address and I quickly wrote it on a
piece of paper. I thanked him and canceled the call.
I went on aircraft
flights page to Los Angeles yet. Tomorrow at 6:00 am one plane. I
ordered a ticket and shut the laptop. I put down it aside and went
down.
- What do you want to do? - My mother asked, and I shrugged my shoulders.
- I'm going to him - I said quickly, without any emotion in my voice. I took out the juice from the fridge and drunk a sip of it.
- What do you want to do? - My mother asked, and I shrugged my shoulders.
- I'm going to him - I said quickly, without any emotion in my voice. I took out the juice from the fridge and drunk a sip of it.
[...]
-
Justin you sure you want to go? - Pattie asked improving my
sweatshirt.
- Mom, I'm sure ... Moreover, I would settle there. - I said sure.
- Where?! - She asked, horrified and I sighed.
- Mom, I'm sure ... Moreover, I would settle there. - I said sure.
- Where?! - She asked, horrified and I sighed.
-In
Scooter's house. He let me.
-
Justin you sure you want to go? - Pattie asked improving my
sweatshirt.
- Mom, I'm sure ... Moreover, I would settle there. - I said sure.
- Where?! - She asked, horrified and I sighed.
- With Scooter. He let me. - I shrugged my shoulders and I heard people cause to the entrance. - Okay, Mom, take care. - I kissed a woman on the cheek even though I was really upset at her and I headed for plane. Can be said that I am beginning a new chapter in my life. I was really nervous. In the end I will meet a boy identical to me. We'll see how it all unfolds.
- Mom, I'm sure ... Moreover, I would settle there. - I said sure.
- Where?! - She asked, horrified and I sighed.
- With Scooter. He let me. - I shrugged my shoulders and I heard people cause to the entrance. - Okay, Mom, take care. - I kissed a woman on the cheek even though I was really upset at her and I headed for plane. Can be said that I am beginning a new chapter in my life. I was really nervous. In the end I will meet a boy identical to me. We'll see how it all unfolds.